Beautiful soul ✨🌈❤️
This has been a massive year and an even bigger decade for all of us. And we have made it! This is it. Take time to look back and reflect on how far you have come my dear friend.
Fly high in the sky and take the eagle perspective so you can see the bigger picture. It all will become clearer and you will marvel at the perfection of creation and yourself as the creator/creatrix.
Everything is here FOR us .....The trials and tribulations, the joy and the ecstasy and all the in-betweens. Stay present, be kind and compassionate, forgive yourself and don’t take anything personally.
Remember the agreements you have made before you incarnated into this Human form. One skin after the other is shedding now and the energies are supporting this or better are urging us to do so. You won’t be able to hide from your Self and fool your Self any longer. Trust me, it will be much easier to let go and enjoy the ride amongst the members of your tribe.
My life has changed significantly over the last 10 years. I have changed my career and life style and I have lived half of the decade as a Nomad. I got married and separated (twice).
I have studied different spiritual traditions in many places, have made those teachings my own if they resonated and let go of them if they didn’t anymore.
Friends, teachers and collaborators have come and gone.
I have made mistakes as well as beautiful contributions.
I have laughed, I have cried, I have loved and I have held grudges. I have experienced ecstasy and total despair.
I have projected my wounding onto others and have been projected onto many times.
I have shown mercy and grace and have lashed out to defend myself.
I have given my power away to spiritual teachers and have claimed it back. My spirit was tamed only to be set free and be even wilder than before.
“I have drunk with the Shamans, I sat with the Buddhas from the Amazon to the East.
I sang in temples of all persuasions
looking for that sweet release.
Spiritual warrior, celestial spirit
Just travelling through... Witnessing and waiting patiently for these divine moments of truth....” (From the song “The Journey” by Ravi)!
I have learned so much from every single soul that has been part of my journey (which all souls are really) and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for playing out your parts of our soul contracts so beautifully.
In a recent ceremony I had an opportunity to reflect on the situations in my life that I am not necessarily so proud of.
Especially in this last year it seems that I had interactions with friends and people I worked with, in which I have not been the best I could have been and caused some pain.
Although I feel that the final outcomes of these interactions are totally aligned with my journey and my own vibration, I recognise, that I could have handled the situations with more grace, compassion and love.
I know that I have upset a few people this year and this has never been my intention.
The reasons for this have either been a lack of communication, making assumptions, having high expectations, feeling personally offended or not appreciated enough and the list goes on.
The Kali sword has possibly come out one too many times.....
If you have been on the receiving end of this energy, then I would like to ask you sincerely for your forgiveness. Please know that I love you, I see you, I celebrate your successes and I humbly bow to you.
Thank you for teaching me and helping me getting to know those parts of myself that might still be hidden and unloved.
I am sorry
Please forgive me
I thank you
I love you
(Ho’oponopono Hawaiian Healing Prayer)
....and I take full responsibility for everything.
Hamaima - Where the heart of the Universe is born ❤️