I have been separated from my husband for three years now and have kept myself to myself since… more or less…
Opening my heart to someone romantically is scary for me and I am very cautious to engage with another in this way.
But then what I wish for the most is a strong male presence in my life, a soul mate, a companion with whom I can travel this Universe.
A beautiful angel recently opened my heart. Someone totally unexpected and surprising.
Finally there they were the butterflies in my belly and Oh how much I love this feeling.
This magical energy that carries One so beautifully through the day and makes everything just a little shinier…
But then it only took a little situation, where I felt let down by this angel and that made me realise how much I expected from a potential partner, how much I am craving for someone who is reliable, who deeply cares, who looks out for me representing the protective arms of the masculine that hold me and help me to trust fully.
I feel that all of my expectations and wishes right now would be difficult for anyone to hold space for and let alone meet.
The beautiful angel that opened my heart was most likely sent just for that, to give me a little taste of the beauty of romantic love.
However there is a deep fear of being hurt again so I find myself withdrawing energetically. Opening myself to someone to simply play would not serve me I believe. I am romantic and very loyal and my soul can’t relate to the concept of fluttering from one flower to the next...
So I will keep to myself for a little longer and I trust that Great Spirit will send just the right person when I am ready.
Thank you for this teaching.
May the doors of my heart be left open 💗
